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Name: Daniel
Country: Singapore
Birthday: 8/28/1978
Gender: Male


Interests: Drum And Bass. Guitars. Good Conversation.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Multi Tasking

    I would consider the greatest thing about being me, my greatest talent...music. I can mix into almost any drum and bass or jungle track, but better still, I can play almost any of the more significant guitar tracks of our generation, on a flying v no less. The amounts of kitty this brings me is beyond all consideration.... I love being so talented. This is one gift I will never ever be able to pay back for in terms of debt for the spoils...it's effortless...it is something which I have, which needs no practice or development. I just have it. I am thankful to the music gods for giving me this priceless gift, and I shall cherish it til I die.


Thursday, July 28, 2005

It's like when you're a kid.The first time they tell you that the world's turning but and you just can't believe it because everything looks like it's standing still. I can feel it. The turn of the earth. The ground beneath our feet is spinning at a thousand miles an hour. The entire planet is hurtling around the sun at 67,000 miles an hour, and I can feel it, we're falling through space you and me. Clinging to the skin of this tiny little earth and if we let go...that's who I am. Now forget me.


Saturday, July 23, 2005

I always feel so perfect when I wake up. I always feel comfortable with my body and self probably because I was comfortable while I was asleep or perfect in my dream. The moments you spend from the time you wake up to the time you get into the bathroom and look in the mirror, and invite reality into your day, are always perfect(this may be altered slightly if you have a hangover). You are the dream. I wonder what conditions I can alter in my life to make this the feeling I have always and avoid the plunge into reality which fucks me up every day...and ultimately throws me back into recumbence(rinse, repeat).


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
So many things...I can't even begin to think what. I got promoted, went to Melbourne, Had a sunrise moment after a rave with a monkey, my mind is racing with too many things and it's
quite nice because I feel happier now for accomplishing so much and experiencing so much happiness.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I made a secret resolution but it's not something that I could keep or is relavant now.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope, But Nat's sister gave birth and she's close by default.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes, My father. It still kills a lot of me.

5. What countries did you visit?
Melbourne, Australia.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
A partner in life with some self confidence and a sense of reality.

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I'm terrible with dates. I live life day to day, moment to moment.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
So many achievements this year, My promotion's got to have been the biggest one because I feel like a make such a big difference everyday to the fantastic people I work with that it really brings me such joy. The other achievements are questionable by morality so I shant mention.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Losing most of my friends over a girl that wasn't worth my time.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
A broken heart? I stubbed my toe earlier while installing a mini fridge in my room.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Something that made me think I saw a camel standing on the sand at ZoukOut.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
E. She was there for me totally and still is(I hope) even though I've done the worst.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
No one made me feel appalled. Depressed I was, but despite her thinking that she was bending over backwards, she was still always the same person. Ignorance is ultimately more depressing. It sucks when people don't get you.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Cigarettes.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
So many things. Most recently the way that Lynda looked at me when we were seated on the sofa at Acid Bar with the Wolf Blass in our veins.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
A lot of 70s acid rock(Clapton,Hendrix,etc). I really miss my Dad.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder?
I'm sure I was happier last year, but things change.
b) thinner or fatter?
Who gives a fuck.
c) richer or poorer?
My AWS just came in, so hella richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
What's the point of wishing for something? Make it happen or put it behind you.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
See above.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Hunting down Santa's reindeer one by one. Who gives a fuck if I've been naughty? Give me my damn drugs you fat bearded fuck, or the red nosed freak will end up on my dinner table with an apple in his mouth!

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Nope. I was in love, but then it didn't work out, so I fell in lust a number of times to compensate for the loss.

22. How many one-night stands?
Damn good question. Lemme see...

23. What was your favorite TV program?
A Car Is Born.A Chopper Is Born, A Plane Is Born. Mark Evans rules.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope. But if you've caused me any grief...better stay away.

25. What was the best book you read?
Tibor Fischer's The Thought Gang and Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code, which I read during reservist. I don't have time to read books otherwise.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Sasha's Involver, Catherine Wheel(90's indie a bit late) to name a few.

27. What did you want and get?
To see the gang in Australia, which was great despite the weather being so cold that polar bears would've taken offence.

28. What did you want and not get?
Love at the times when I needed it most. E.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Eternal Sunshine. No doubt.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I had dinner with my parents I think. Not a memorable birthday at all. I'd lost my Dad,girlfriend and most of my friends by this point. I drank a bottle of sauvignon blanc, an Occulus from Mission Hills and a Reisling Ice Wine...which was nice.

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I'm completely satisfied with my year. No one thing could have made it more satisfying, because everything has it's own good and bad.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
I've started skating to work in bermudas and t-shirts because of time constraints, but I change into a suit once I get there. How would you describe that?

33. What kept you sane?
E and her understanding of me. Everyone else seems to blame me for something or the other because I didn't do what they would have done. E did everything it took to sort out the mess that was my head, and much much more...without knowing it.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Karen O. I wanna have her babies.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Khimmy. She cracks me up. And I'm glad that I can hang out with E again, She's a wonderful person and it's such a great gain.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
I would have to write that lyric. Perhaps just to be a sport I'll quote a line from a James song called Sit Down:"If I hadn’t seen such riches I could live with being poor". Because the riches I've seen this year and the riches I've lost create images with such an overwhelming contrast to each other.


Sunday, November 07, 2004

Lately my anger and depression has manifested itself as an incredible longing for second chances. There always seems to be this overwhelming need to go back and do things differently, or not even do them at all. With the hedonistic way I live my life, and my carelessness towards future consequences that may result from my actions, I have created many memories that I can't correct. I'm walking the fine line between accepting that this is the way I am, and trying to change. I think that I've really lost my ability to plan in the past month. Perhaps it's because I'm burning out. Perhaps it's because of my growing lack of interest towards life. I think it's these two factors paired with my ability to talk myself out of a paper bag that assures my mind that I can afford to screw up. This ability, curse or gift, is hereditary, and It's brought me to conclude that the only one who could probably understand it entirely would be my father, but it's far too late for that now. A huge part of me is missing and I feel that I'm on a search to fill the void that has mostly been replaced with anger and mischief. I need to find something, yet I have no clue what I'm searching for.

"The mind is a wonderful servant,but a terrible master"
-Robin Sharma



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